Living Damoclesly!

Greetings to the living. (Rant warning)

How does it feel to know your place and keep track of your plans.

Do you marvel at the blessings you have, or take it for granted? I do sometimes wish I could be like you. But again looking at what you do with them, I feel sorry for you all.
Don’t get me wrong. It’s not that I’m better than you, nor is it that I’m wiser than you. Actually I know I’m considered stupid, ignorant and a big pain in the ‘you know where’ by most.
I have screwed up more than most people. My priorities, when I mange to recall them are so confusing. Then there are those missing days where one simple thought or comment take me spiraling into the quagmire that is my brain.
When I hear it said that being alive is a blessing, it doesn’t feel even remotely true. To me it’s more of a private purgatory, more pronounced since I have to constantly interact with the living.

“You can hear the coming storm, all you can do is wonder when it will hit you”

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